Crisis

I woke up this morning hearing a voice say, Save the Children. Too many are dying. I really want to do the meditation for July 17th at 4:11 am PDT.

And then I felt my body and realized that it was buzzing with energy. I went with it and suddenly I realized that I needed to save my inner child as well. I thought about her and about vibrations. I need to find my original vibration - the one I had before I was speeded up. I am going to get back to that original vib.

There is truly a crisis in the world today. Both Mother Earth and her children are suffering. While I imagine the power grid we will create, I also see that I have to heal myself. Crisis - Where a judgment has to be made. We have to live differently on our beautiful and fragile Earth. We have to Imagine how we can share our resources so that everyone has a good life.

On the inner level, I have to find my magical child, and let her live again. She was almost too much so - not even wanting to live in this world. But I learned how to - with a loss of belief. I believed with all my heart and soul. And because I didn't receive what I wanted, I lost faith in that part of me.

I forget that I am here to sacrifice - I offered myself as a sacrifice - but now I know I can turn again to that magical child within me, and I can make magic.

And once I create it for this beautiful little girl-child, I'll be doing it for other children.

So Crisis - the call to adventure. I never thought I'd have the chance to do this adventure again. But with grateful heart I see that I can. I'll know how to do it this time.

So I accept the call. I am grateful for the mentors I have had. And now I need to ask the child Cathy, where to go next.